If my boyfriend wants me, and his ex in his life?
He can’t stop talking to her, or leave her alone. She’s always trying to talk to him and I know he replys after lying to me that he doesnt. Shouldnt i feel jealous and pissed off and some sort of competition?

(Source: flamingosnuff, via pickupyourfuckingfeet)

I dont even want to be awake right now. I feel like I’m never happy anymore. I don’t want to lose someone in my life right now but I think he’s going to leave me anyway. I hate the thought my life is just my job and my friends are always busy. I never see my mom and I don’t feel that close anymore. I’m afraid the thought of going to college in the fall. I miss seeing my best friend every other day and having someone to talk to or cry to in the middle of the night over stupid things. I don’t want to grow up already. And i really don’t want to get up at 5am. I feel like staying up and watching the office and crying until I’m fine with my life. </3